作者  plumage (thanks for all)                            看板  Golden-Award
 標題  請不要奪走他的翅膀
 時間  Mon Jun 29 05:53:24 2009
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好奇大家對典禮的反應,所以找到這裡看了一下。
杰倫不愧是華人的king of pop,不管他到或不到典禮,始終是大家關心的焦點。
                                                                               
                                                                               
身為一個音樂人,我必須承認,儘管這麼多年後,我對獎項早已雲淡風清,
但,眾所矚目的金曲獎,還是會逼得你不得不受它的影響。
                                                                               
                                                                               
其實,如果可以的話,我會選擇不參加任何的頒獎,
因為寫出來的作品,成敗好壞早就在自己的心裡有一個答案了,
那是誰都改變不了的。
                                                                               
                                                                               
我不怕不得獎,我對自己創作的全心投入,有百分之一萬的信心。
在這個時刻,這個宇宙裡,我已經盡了所有努力交出一首作品了,所以我別無所求。
                                                                                                                                           
                                                                               
但是,不得獎,歌迷會難過,朋友會難過,工作伙伴會難過,
連媽媽都很難過。
                                                                               
                                                                               
他們難過,所以我會跟著難過。
                                                                               
                                                                               
那麼,如果可以的話,我會選擇讓自己的心情不受影響,
不要一直回頭看,繼續前往明天的創作。對我而言,那才是最重要的事。
                                                                               
                                                                               
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杰倫擁有我們同輩音樂人之間,萬中選一的才華,
我有很長一陣子不聽音樂,因為那些我喜愛的西洋樂團,
不知道為什麼,讓我找不到聽音樂的驚喜。
那段時間,連我都失去了作音樂的衝動。
                                                                               
                                                                               
在金六結服役的時期,我才有機會仔細聽杰倫的歌。
杰倫的音樂,加上文山的歌詞,讓我赫然發現,
華語音樂不再只是西洋音樂的附庸了。
                                                                               
                                                                               
「我們有機會超過那些發明吉他,發明爵士鼓,發明流行音樂的人!」
                                                                               
                                                                               
我還記得,當時在他音樂中聽到的鼓舞與希望。
於是我從頭來過,重新改變自己的創作,一路在音樂中摸索探險,
終於在後青春期的詩,找到完全屬於自己的方向。
                                                                               
                                                                               
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今天的杰倫,已經往更不同的領域前進了,
以我的角度來看,電影不是他的「副業」。
因為,一直以來,「創作」本來就都是他的主業。
                                                                               
                                                                               
當初大家不就是因為充滿畫面感的音樂,
而掉入那些首次出現在華人世界的奇幻范特西裡面嗎?
                                                                               
                                                                                                                      
目前的他,擁有空前的影響力與創作力,
我們也許有機會,可以再一次超越那些「發明電影的人」啊。
至少,那是屬於我們,講著中文的電影。
                                                                               
                                                                               
我,是很認真這麼說的。
                                                                               
                                                                               
不管你認不認同,不管他能不能做到,但我願意全力的為他加油。
即使是沈默,也是為他留下了一片揮灑的空間。
                                                                               
                                                                               
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世界真的太大,
當我走出大陸的任何一個機場,我都會有這樣的感覺。
光是一個上海市的人口,大約就有兩千萬人,每一個省,就有一個台灣這麼大,
每一個地方,也都同樣有那麼多真心期待的眼神在等待。
                                                                               
                                                                               
如果是你是我,這樣的走過一回,
我相信你也會感動,也會不忍心讓任何一個人失望。
                                                                               
                                                                               
燃燒著有限的時間與生命,只恨自己沒有分身。
                                                                               
                                                                               
對了,
我竟然欠我媽一頓飯,欠了半年。
                                                                               
                                                                               
我想,杰倫的媽媽、外婆,還是住在台灣,
縱使小小的台灣,有全世界最多的,讓他甩不掉的窺探鏡頭,
但他創作、錄音的時候,回到台灣。
疲倦的時候,也是回到台灣。
                                                                               
                                                                               
一樣是這個地方長大的你,
知道他正抱著夢想闖蕩,怎能忍心奪走他的翅膀?
                                                                               
                                                                               
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世界上有六十億人,就會有六十億個不同的意見。
大部分的時候,我會因為害怕,而不敢說出我的意見。
                                                                               
                                                                               
金曲獎的當天,我到下午一點才睡著,不是因為緊張。
(我說過,我已經不太會因為過去的成績而受影響,這是我喜歡自己的部分)
                                                                               
                                                                               
我看著麥克傑克森的新聞,感受到無盡的哀傷,無法入眠。
                                                                               
                                                                               
當一個充滿才華的地球人與我們一起生存的時候,
我們把他當成不同的異類,甚至當成外星人。
                                                                               
                                                                               
而他離開的時候,我們才迫不及待的為他平反,
拉攏他早已遠去的靈魂,歌頌他再也聽不到的華麗詩句。
人類,真的令人感到哀傷。
                                                                               
                                                                               
而那,竟然是我們的人性之中共同的破損。

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在網路的世界中,一個人可以輕易的被唾棄,仇視,憤恨,不屑。
一直到死去之時,大家才願意偃兵息鼓,彷彿要洗清自己罪虐的,丟出三個英文字母:
                                                                               
                                                                               
R.I.P
                                                                               
                                                                               
在我眼中,這三個英文字母,竟然如此諷刺與銳利,
彷彿我們對那個充滿愛與和平的世界的最後告別。
                                                                               
                                                                               
全世界的人都說我不搖滾,
但,為什麼我還是忍不住,跟那個我不願接受的世界對抗?
                                                                               
                                                                               
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所以,我寫了這些,又到了天亮。
                                                                               
                                                                                                                   
一個獎項的誕生,原本就是要鼓勵那些正在飛行的人。
但我卻看到這個獎,正在支解著一雙翅膀。
                                                                               
                                                                               
如果你,看到我們的同類正在飛翔,
請你不要奪走他的翅膀。
                                                                               
                                                                               
有一天當你飛翔,
那也會是我會給你的保證與保護。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                                                           
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
好了,寫到這裡應該會有人不知道我是哪位?
我得說感謝大家的支持(或不支持),現在最佳樂團獎盃在我手上,宋!
我那份獎金會捐出去,但我會留下五十塊錢,去吃一份搖滾的漢堡蛋跟我自己慶功。
                                                                               
早安,愛音樂的人!
                                                                               
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